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You might not want to watch this video I made.

My laptop was drenched with wine and I was overcome with emotion…
I had no other choice but to record it; document it somehow.  
I never have feelings.  I kept replaying it over and over to make myself cry. Despite being “bad” feelings, it was just nice to feel.  I didn’t make it to entertain, provoke, or vent.  I just had to get it out.  I had no idea I’d share it.



All 3 things were made around the same time this morning.

You might not want to watch this video I made.

My laptop was drenched with wine and I was overcome with emotion…

I had no other choice but to record it; document it somehow.  

I never have feelings.  I kept replaying it over and over to make myself cry. Despite being “bad” feelings, it was just nice to feel.  I didn’t make it to entertain, provoke, or vent.  I just had to get it out.  I had no idea I’d share it.

All 3 things were made around the same time this morning.

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